I wake up in the middle of the night and almost jump in my bed. My heart is pounding like crazy. I just had the biggest revelation of all times. I solved the puzzle.
He wrote “I should go”. I thought that he meant he should go away from his computer. Now I understood. He meant that He Should Go – for good. It was a good-bye. Just like that. I lay in the night and watch the reflections from the streetlights on the ceiling. They remind me of star pistols moving around and around. The water pipe in the bathroom is silently hissing and it is so quiet in the world. Why?